What's happened....
So after I wrote that last entry, what Monday?, I said something stupid to Adam and then he was freaking out and texting and calling me til I finally answered and cried on the phone and everything seemed much sillier that way.
So it's all right now
Then we went to the Planets. that was AWESOME.
Spent Halloween with Adam and friends in Lincolnton.
Okay so like.... it wasn't *fun* but I always being with Adam and I especially love seeing him play. He's really a phenominal musician. Not just the music, but he's got such stage presence, he's funny, energetic.
I wish I were more like him, ya know? I try. I try a little some of the time.
Not a whole lot. Why aren't I motivated? Stupid me.
Today I went to East to talk to Mrs Sherman who was in a meeting for thirty minutes until I finally asked ms belo my question. She told me I needed to send in another form and I just started bawling. 2nd time in 4 days. Wow.
Can we say stress/lack of sleep? Probably lack of sleep. But a lot of stress. Less than before, but stressss.
I don't get stressed, Cameron!
So she was like "oh lord!" and took me in her office and calmed me down and blah blah God I love good people.
I'm such a crybaby this year. I almost started crying in English the other day because one of my peer graders gave me a 5.
Crrrrryyyy baby.
Like johnny depp cept less masculine.
Or not?
haaaa the only person who would get that doesn't read this. Anyway
I've been trying to get my life back on track lately. I'm getting better.
Really getting better.
And I'm feeling better.
Cept for that 4 hours of sleep last night. That sucked.
This morning was a mirage of pain.
But anyway. I am content with a lot of things that I should be content with.
Not stressing about little minute details.
Not depressed about things that I can't change overnight.
And less concerned with how other people view me.
More organized, more motivated.
Life is coming back.
